St Catherine of Sienna Recognized as a Doctor of the Church and patron saint to Nurses! I just love it! This Nursing Saint Posse – people I can look up to as examples of faith, hope and love in action and ask to pray for this journey- just grows and grows! I am so theologically geeked! I think I’m going to need another medal holder 😉
It feels like my whole life has been preparing me for this journey into nursing. This semester, I have fallen in love with this new path and with God ‘s people who are sick, wounded and dying. I am constantly amazed as He opens doors on this path, all the beautiful souls, the amazing opportunities- the latest a nurse externship in Oncology!
I’ve been so wrapped up in the thing God brought me to do, I began to miss Him in it and my soul began to suffer for it.
I started saying I didn’t have time to choose something specific for a Lent, to go to Ash Monday, to reflect in prayer, then Stations…because I had to study. I want to complete the task God has given me so badly, that I allowed the weight of it to distract me. I will never make it without taking time for Him first.
In confession last week, Aboona and I talked about it and he gave me Psalm 27 as my penance. I mediated all week and last night we went to Stations. I wept with the women who saw Him on the road suffering, I could hear his Mother crying…
If I don’t feel quite right, it’s usually because I have moved from His Light just enough for a shadow to began to cast on my soul. Lent is an awesome time to be reminded of who is important in our lives. If you are also feeling things aren’t quite right in your world, I tell you move back into the Light of His Presence, Psalm 27, and your soul will come right again.
Blessed Lent my friends! Wherever the journey takes you, may you walk without fear.
While social media as of late as been a source of stress and turmoil, today it was a reminder of faith hope and love, growing together with my newest best friend, my husband Brian. A 5 year video celebrating our “friendversary” popped up on my wall. The pictures reminded me that we have lived a lifetime in these brief 5 years: married; got pregnant and lost a baby; buried two parents- a parent a piece; changed jobs; embarked on new careers; made new friends; celebrated friends’ children’s weddings; sold a house and found a new spiritual home…
All the things you usually get to experience over a 40 year period God gave to us in a much shorter period, and through them strengthened us in the faith, hope and love and the sacrament we share. I guess my point is that it’s not the amount of time you’re given with someone, but what you do with it, where you let yourselves be led that makes it full.
And then of course there is Buddy, what a full, beautiful experience this life is! Thank you for the reminder FB.
“It looks kind of haphazard, but it works.”
And I got thinking, events in time may feel or appear haphazardly “planted” or possibly come in unwanted combinations…
Really though, could something so full of life be so random?
Nah…The plan is just not yours.
Thank you God for the seemingly random nature of life, still so full of lush possibility and moments of sense-filling beauty. To You it all makes perfect sense, please help me to see that that’s enough.
And Buddy, it’s enough for him.
For a break to be effective it doesn’t have to last for days, could be a few hours away. You just have to let go of everything else you’re letting into your head. Took the new camera out for a spin after evening Mass and went up to Dahlonega, GA and let everything else fall away and just be, me, myself and the camera…Well and the Budster 😉
Korean Martyrs Catholic Church Atlanta 24th Sun Ordinary Time
“Any real love makes you terribly vulnerable / God’s loves for us brought Him pain and suffering.”
“…This parable is unusual as it repeats a line twice. Jesus usually doesn’t repeat- he is usually very straight to the point, so let us listen,’…My son was lost and now is found, he was dead and now has come back to life.’ Rather than the extravagant son, this parable is about the Father’s unconditional love, not because of who we are but because of who He is. He loves us enough to risk pain and suffering for us.”
I love it when I leave thinking and making connections…